I have liked many
Dated a few
Been serious with two
I want one who has a clue
Who will love me a ton
Joe was first
Brandon was middle
Lincoln was the worst
And yeah! Chris was the fantasy
All of them helped me change
For good or bad
Some of them were wastage of emotion
But others were worth the attention
Joe was a cheater
Respected no one
He made me feel like a flea
So small and just an object
Jack always knew I would leave
But still, on him I overdosed
We didn’t need connection
All we both needed was some affection
“Honey, wanna fly away? Take a walk upon the steel rails
Wanna take a dive into Heaven or Hell?” Asked Lincoln
I decided it is better to lie than fake happiness
Oh, Landon!
Another lonely dark soul just like me
All that mattered was our entanglement
But all this was a huge mistake not meant to happen
Sacha my love
What I ever felt for you has to be suppressed
You will always be in my life
Just a forbidden fruit I won’t taste
You made happiness feel so simple
Your presence, your touch made me feel so much
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart
And for us to be together
“Wake up!” It was all a dream
Fast and furious, slow and sensuous
Nobody can emulate his touch
With a single thrust, my mouth is gaping muted. Can’t make a sound
I scream “Chris”
Every round I’m clay between his hands bent and twisted.
Smashed and tilted
Melting.
