Another morning
Another day with tears blurring my vision
Yesterday you hit me again but this time you hit me hard
White walls is all I can see where am I? Oh! emergency room
You hit me again as you always do every night
The pain you caused has now became a lifestyle
No more tears to roll down my cheeks
Today I am walking out these four walls I called home
Every morning you wear that fooling smile
A kiss upon my cheek as you are about to leave
No one knows the devil inside you
Every day I pray that you never come back
As the night is calm you walk in again
Oh! Lord Father, do you hear my prayers?
With no more tears to roll down my cheeks, I cry to God
Today I will stand up for myself
Every morning I hold my head down
Ashamed of my choices
But why am I ashamed?
Did I break any of my vows? But you never held any
I stand in the vows I made to you
Every day I grow weaker
I am tired
No more strength to hold them down
No more reasons to remind of them
Today I won’t stand by you
Every morning I am a submitted servant
I wave goodbye to you with “LOVE ”
I do not even know how to call it? Is it love? Is it fear?
My heart grows bitter everyday
I will not tolerate it anymore
Today I will let the world know the wolf you are
With no more remorse
I am walking out of your life
I deserve the best and you are not even good enough